...

I wanna dig one hole and hide deep deep inside. I dun wanna face this competitive world. Y not just be the usual unactive me during secondary times? I miss home....

homesick

i dun understand why people can go home but i cant~

trapped in this little town doing assignment and shoot for some nonsense video

:(

i miss home badly

im hoping family to come and visit me just like foundation time i fall sick..

米修米修～～

Youngsters nowdays easily get what they want.
I guess there are several poor kids like me out there,
have to work hard to grab what we want.
we worked, we starve, we suffer, we experienced jealousy of what people have but we don't have.
I bought lappy and phone using my own money.
I earned them.
When Im growing up, I don't feel like asking extra money from parents.
When people have grown up, they will feel guilty for asking money from parents
We're always concern about family...
I want to buy many things
I have a big dream
I wish to buy a lot of branded stuff
But it will only be fulfilled when I come to practical in this commercial society.
I seem to have prejudice on those people who use their money like water without feeling guilty..
They just like it's parents' responsibility to provide everything for them.
come on, you're not kids anymore..

the end of week 2

first time use phone to blog xD 

Im lazy to transfer photo to pc every time I want to blog and this causes file management luan luan lai @@

yea, week 2 just ended and I only left 2 weeks to finish 3 assignments.

perhaps I should stay in library don't go home?

*crazy thought* the librarian sure will ask me to leave coz library will be closed TT

1st time ever to donate blood heee :D

good experience yet bad impression :(

I'm not afraid of needle contact with my skin.

Firstly I have to carry out a series of tests so that I'm a qualified donor 

and this is also to ensure I will not faint after that.

the tests is to check what is your blood type (A,B,O) , your blood concentration (can sink into the blue copper sulphate solution or not).

Finally, a red book will be given to record frequency of blood donation, 

then a basket will be given to put blood bag, a milky solution in a closed tube 

and most important an empty tube to fill my blood for advanced testing to test my blood type is A+/A-. 

As I know, my blood type is A+ which tested during biology practical in foundation.

if your blood type is negative remember find mate that is also negative oh :)

if not the baby born will be abnormal or it's dangerous during pregnancy oh :)

the blood sample will also be sent to test for hepatitis B, HIV, and other infections.

if u didn't receive call after the donation, indicate that you are very healthy oh :)

(I'm scared to receive call from hospital too)

the next step is injection of the solution (narcotic maybe)

I have some difficulties during donation..

my hand swollen after the nurse adjust the thick thick needle :(

then have to press the hole by bending my forearm and put ice on it..

I was wondering.... when can I leave??? I'm cold!! some more want put ice! TT...

gone through the shivering period for 1 hour plus!

then today my hand got a sexy blood blue black d...

it's not pain yet I will get excited when see it lol

I think I crap too much :x

today's dinner was healthy as no meats were consumed hehe

long time didn't cook rice in hostel d!

yummy yummy ^^

Good day and good night :)

I'm doing my management principles tutorial questions..
Meanwhile feel like wan to write something here..
Was supposed to do 2 tutorials before tomorrow class.
I should start doing once get back from my dinner and end up dreaming and facebook.
hoo~ I feel like this is a heavy subject to be squeezed in a short semester (7 weeks )
3 assignments are queueing up and lots of work is piling up...
kinda stress... I don't know what should I do to release it..
I think sleep will do..
I always wanted to sleep 24/7 but that is not everyone's life would be.
Yesterday fall asleep while the HK drama was still playing loudly..
I was sleeping on my pillow and leg lying on my long pillow while hands were hugging doraemon and teddy.
I slept like a pig yesterday. Luckily Sandy helped me to pause the drama and off lights to sleep together.
huu~ Ate a super worth dinner just now! A big bowl of curry meehon mee
and a big cup of barley @ only RM3.3! Don't feel surprise that I actually share with my dear! ^^
Heard some love stories ending up with marriage quite often..
Sandy booked to be bridesmaid of mine when I get married.. lol...
Might do some good deed tomorrow~~ donate blood! hopefully I'm a qualified donor lol..

Am going to continue my work and fully digest them.

88^^

hello my blog, long time no see.

new semester of degree year 1 sem2 has just started and I just arrived Kampar.

Ate KFC with dear after I go down the train, with my cash vouchers xD

Then waited my another 3 housemates from Penang travelling back to Kampar.

Recently is a rainy season. One thing I like most is looking out through the window while thinking

watching the water droplets is just like sperms swimming to attack the egg lol

Before coming back to Kampar I worked part-time job too.

When my phone just recovered and come out from hospital I only realized..

WA.. why my gallery has so many photos d? 590++

I only used for 1 month plus LOL

then I found that I was quite perasan during working time lol.

I was like cam-whored for the whole break time..

Btw I feel younger in this way xDD

This afternoon mum made paos then let me bring to Kampar.

Then she keep giving me stuff like meatball, beans, can food.

I brought 3 bags back =-=

1 is for clothes 1 is for laptop and last one is the biggest and heaviest bag with those stuff from mum

and also a super thick Management photocopied textbook from sis.

Luckily met my primary friend before departure and he helped me to take xD

To flashback or not to flashback, that is beyond my decision.

88 =)

First semester of Biotechnology journey

Hey, it's like one semester I didn't manage my blog and I guess there is no reader for now.

Some people do write blog but doesn't meant to be published to friends around.

Blogging is just another way to express your feelings if you don't want to write a diary perhaps?

Time passed, and life goes on as usual. 

Fluctuating mode was going on for about past two months.

Dear was not focussing on studies and I force him to made a decision that he doesn't like.

At last, he's able to cool down and think rationally and then made a huge and heavy decision in his life.

I doesn't want to change my mindset and so do him.

If you are reading this post, thank you dear. Thanks for thinking from my point of view.

Im so sorry that I force you to choose. But I was also think for your own good.

Bought a Samsung Galaxy S3 a month ago.:)

It's really cool and huge LOL. The size is bigger than my palm!

Dear said he wanted a Galaxy Note II too and it's not suitable for me -___-

The prize of my baby is RM1979 which is the prize after olympic, Samsung have a promotion prize for S3 while original prize was 2.1k. It's not much difference for me. I finally understand all those iphone and samsung galaxy S or whatsoever users often change their phone casings. It's like a girl shop in a mall and wants to buy many gorgeous clothes! After having this baby I will always have a look in the phone covers stores in mall or night market. So I bought a new cloth for my baby before its 'old' porch spoiled. LOL

Now I'm quite worry because my phone screen had appeared a blue line side way :( I've asked a few friends and checked in mobile shop in Kampar they said is the LCD problem and I cannot fix it since I'm trapped in Kampar :( Hope it will get well soon!

Final exam is in the midway now. 

2 subjects were down and 2 more to go. I really hope that i could score well in the past 2 subjects since I'd sacrificed my bedtime and put a lot of effort. I really regret that i didn't check properly after i finished the bio paper. :( After the exam I only noticed that questions on the last page were not answered! Im so disappointed at that time and then i found another part that didn't answered! That was 11 marks in total! I'd screwed up that paper and I hope for at least a B :( 

Dear's birthday is around the corner.

Planning to organize a "zok gong man can" for him which way more like traditional celebration.

I guess he's not reading? LOL I plan to cook Shou Mian and red-dyed eggs for him. These two are important elements when family used to celebrate with me when i was small small kid :)

I want him to feel homey because his family never celebrate with him like this.

Be happy dear. I love you.

So Im heading to bed right now since I need to study for the next subject tomorrow. Bye bye ^^